jus no mood to blog
feel emo
dun know y
ytd get a news
which consider very funny for me
cos i really can't imaging things happened like this
after i get the news
i can't stop laughing
actually is a good news la
but i jus feel funny
anyway not going to share wat is the news
cos it is a
bu nen suo de mi mi
is a secret cannot say
lol
everyday went check peter's blog
10th Aug is his last update until now
so sad
cos nvr see his update
now i'm listening to peter's song
this cd i bought when he came singapore
i'm so glad that i manage to see him
and get his signature that time
dun know when i can see him again
actually i write a song for him
but only ge chi(words)
which really is i wrote one
i think got 2 mth or more than that le ba
i use quite simple words
cos is from my heart
main reason,there was one night i dream abt him
i remember very clear abt all in the dream
so the next day woke up only i wrote down
then i wont forget this sweet dream
haha
feel like type this song and put it on his blog's liu yan conner
but i can't cos my pc dun allow me type chinese
those i blog out in my sina blog
all is use copy & paste the words
that's the reason y i seldom update
this week totally dun have any drama to watch
mayb this is another reason make my mood down also
when no drama to watch
i felt like something wrong
mayb felt kong xu ba
or mayb i scare lonely
so drama become part of my life ba
from primary school start
i love tv a lot
i can't live without tv
i love drama a lot
any kind of drama
family,friends,love,work even fighting drama
n even old generation,wear gu zhuang
all i also like
as long as the story is nice
i'll really laugh,cry and crazy for those drama
even ask me repeat to watch i also dun mind
cos i'll still laugh or crazy again for them
now a day no drama to watch felt very bad
so i change to read novel
which my cousin borrow from library
dun know y my speed reading very fast compare to last time
now i only need 2 or max 3 hrs finish one novel
last time when i first time read
i use almost 10 hrs to finish one
last year,i still quite slow
need at least around 4hrs
i also dun understand y
when i watch drama,read novel
i'll think of myself
which i'll feel some of
my life style,mindset,some character,background
similar to some of drama or novel
but jus i nvr show up in my reality life ba
cos i think jus similar to some drama or novel
i nvr open my heart to outside ppl
i'm hiding myself very well
hardly to trust ppl
even i hide myself very well in front my family
nvr let anyone know wat i'm thinking
i look very strong
i dun know
mayb or may not
but true is i must strong
cos i living alone outside
i wan succeed
i can't lose
anyway even i'm hiding myself
but family & friendships still my important support
cos without them
i can't be strong
i always put them in my heart
even they doesn't know me very well(i think la)
i know i'm sincere to their friendship
but i'm not the type that will tell ppl all my things
cos i scare ba
now my target jus only money
i wan to earn many many money
i wan buy car even i'll not always use it
but for my family
another one is i felt i must fulfil my dream go UK
i wish i can see & experience different life in the world
so i must stay strong
'kam ba tei'
'aza aza fighting'
'jia you'
LOL
after ate dinner










