To Be Or Not To Be

i always feel i not suitable this job
i feel not happy when i come to work

but i got no choice
i have to work also
cos i need money
rice bowl really very very important for me

some more i cannot quit now
cos i must wait for bonus
around 5 more mth to go only
so i must wait
cannot waste
cos the bonus is a big amount for me

that y this morning woke up
i told myself
i must try to enjoy my work
then the time will pass faster

like shakespeare said:
To Be Or Not To Be,that's a question

so now i'm enjoying my work
haha

but sometimes very hard to enjoy my work
if those high level ppl here

jus pray hard lor

but i think normally 1 day
i can enjoy for half day
haha LOL