I'm slow

Jus reliased i had received a comment for my post on Sept 2007..
jus saw it. damnz slow...
I wonder wat the person wan to tell me..
i tried to click the link but it's not work,can't find the link..
too bad..
no 'yuan'
lol

this year bought many many dvd and vcd
got few days ago one, got latest drama also
most are very nice and meaningful
learn a lot from drama
but waste a lot money got dvd and vcd are very expensive
anywhere i still felt is worth as long as the show is nice..lol
now i got around 25 difference drama
got taiwan, japan, korea and hong kong drama

if i continue to buy, i think one day i really can fulfil my dream like in 'qiang wei zhi lian'
which a room for me to keep all vcd and dvd jus like a small theater room.lol
wonder is there any ppl crazy drama like me..lol

sure have ba. jus i dunno them.. the world is big big big..
and i wan have my own small small world...

I'M BACK wif my complicated life feeling........

Thinking of update things happened in the past few months so tat i wont forget..lol
b4 tat tried to write diary in a book, but only wrote fews day..
is like my passion for everythings nvr stay long..
i dun like it
i dun like me which got such bad character.

Life is really miraculous...
sometimes think abt things tat happened long time ago even my childhood time
but the full screen can't appear in my mind..
wonder is there any camera in heaven record down my life story..
haha...

this year passed very fast
but i like it
mayb cos i dun have any target can let me work hard for it ba
where can i find my life target?
somebody help me................

xiao shuo & comics

now a day got no dvd to watch
even tv channel also no good so
read quite a lot xiao shuo

dun know y
mostly i like gangster story
everytime read this kind of xiao shuo
sure will think abt -
'yu hao'
'ah qi'
'shan zi'

and those gangster in hk drama
especially 'gu tian le'
and some other very cool de

i like gangster
cos i feel they
very cool
very man
always talk abt 'yi qi'
very protect their women when they really fall in love

but all this can't see in singapore or malaysia
even their height also seldom more than 180
doesn't need handsome la
but must be cool
lol

how come taiwan guys all very tall le
a lot upper 180 one lor
they give me a feeling like a dream 'meng huan'
even korean ppl also ba

hong kong still ok
is they got a special character
that i dun know how to explain
which attracted me
but i think also include man & cool ba
they are more to reality also
haha

then korea also not bad
especially Rain
actually he not handsome if really wan compare
but he is cute de

i like when he act in "a love to kill"
begining part,
he lazy and like giving up abt himself
that part i felt his image also not bad
like a 'yi shu jia'
lol

i more & more like him
cos he really put an effort on his entertainment life
hardworking, upgrade himself
always wan the best for his drama,music,concert
even his movie

i'm looking forward to his new movie
story abt speed racer
sure very nice movie
lol

japan quite good also
'fan ting long shi' is the most i like
i knew him from GTO
inside GTO he also is like a gangster
but he really very cool and man le
even he not consider handsome
but i like him

taiwan,hk,japan & korea
all this four country is the most i wan to stay in
is i got the chance la

can experience difference life style
difference culture also

COMICS
other than 'qiang wei zhi lian'
my 2nd comics is Death Note

now my 3rd comics in my life
is called beauty (mei)
if i not wrong
which is a short story
only 6 book

i read 3 last night,
not bad
cos very funny
always made me laugh out loud when i was reading
haha

ting told me is a pervert story
but i feel ok la
jus feel should consider NC16 or NC18
lol

cos the story is abt complicated relationship
almost like 'qiang wei zhi lian'
really very funny

haha

i wan to continue find other comics to read after i finish this
cos nothing to do after work

lol

long time never come here

1 week nvr come here liao
quite long time ba
haha

actually not so busy also la
jus dun feel come in
lazy
lol

last week got no dvd to watch liao
i read a book regards Shakespeare
not bad
learn a lot of things from the book

oh. ya.
now i got another blog liao
but wont update so often de la
cos i register jus to leave msg
update some news
the web is
www.andylau.com

if go in jus search for 'lamedreamer'
then can see my blog liao
haha

i got another mailbox also
dreaming_choo@sg.andylau.com

wahaha..
i got more n more web liao
open sina one is for peter
now open another one is for andy

hope will not create anymore
cos where got so much time to update
haha

my weekend

ytd,sunday
woke up 11.30
start to watch dvd again
but i only watch 3ep
cos 3.30 need to meet kat at amrt

reach amrt at 3.35
but she still busy
lucky i got bring my book
i was sitting alone outside for 1hour
after she came out
we jus sit there n chat

5.40 went to cwp meet ash
we jus step out only she also reach
hehe
went food court
2 of them eating
but i'm not cos not hungry lor
only eat later

3 of us jus sit there n chat
xiong also join us
but he left after ming ting came
cos he need to work

leave food court went kiddy palace
with ming ting advice
finally i bought the present
then ts again lor
haha

i bought bread from four leave
damnz expensive de
4 small pcs for $2.70
normally i only spend $1 for 6 pcs(no name one la)
but is nice de lor
next time i better dun go four leave again

ytd went back home quite early de
so must watch dvd
my air-con in my room spoil
very hot, cannot sleep
the end i watch dvd till 1.30+
until can't stand then sleep
________________________________________

sat went to popular
i was there for 3 hrs
reading inside
until my leg pain,can't stand n sit there
the end the staff come n told me no sitting
haha

i finish read one chinese book
(consider very expensive for me,cost around $18+-)
name: who stole my talent
is a good book,i think la after i read
learn a lot from the book

but i also bought 3 book
which is promotion item
3 for $9.90
lol

i like to read 'zhe xue' one
cos can upgrade myself n learn more thing

still bought 4 colourful highlighter from popular
for mark important point for those book i bought
lol

walk around in jurong point
spend almost 2 hrs toy r us and kiddy palace
cos i wan buy present for my owner's daughter
tmr is her birthday
which same day wif tie wen
and was the day boon shine leave singapore went taiwan in 2004
but the end i nvr buy anything

went ts
finally saw got 'liang shan bo & zhu ying tai'
which i wan to watch long time liao
so i bought it and andy's 2006 china vision tour concert
which i also consider wan to buy very long time le
so happy

went to library
look for shakespeare's collection
but very hard to find
only found one
stay inside library for more than 2 hrs also

went back home
9pm++,start work 'liang shan bo & zhu ying tai'
watch till 3am
very nice show

emo

got 3 days nvr blog liao
jus no mood to blog
feel emo
dun know y

ytd get a news
which consider very funny for me
cos i really can't imaging things happened like this
after i get the news
i can't stop laughing

actually is a good news la
but i jus feel funny
anyway not going to share wat is the news

cos it is a
bu nen suo de mi mi
is a secret cannot say
lol

everyday went check peter's blog
10th Aug is his last update until now
so sad
cos nvr see his update

now i'm listening to peter's song
this cd i bought when he came singapore
i'm so glad that i manage to see him
and get his signature that time

dun know when i can see him again

actually i write a song for him
but only ge chi(words)
which really is i wrote one
i think got 2 mth or more than that le ba

i use quite simple words
cos is from my heart
main reason,there was one night i dream abt him
i remember very clear abt all in the dream
so the next day woke up only i wrote down
then i wont forget this sweet dream
haha

feel like type this song and put it on his blog's liu yan conner
but i can't cos my pc dun allow me type chinese
those i blog out in my sina blog
all is use copy & paste the words
that's the reason y i seldom update

this week totally dun have any drama to watch
mayb this is another reason make my mood down also
when no drama to watch
i felt like something wrong
mayb felt kong xu ba
or mayb i scare lonely
so drama become part of my life ba

from primary school start
i love tv a lot
i can't live without tv
i love drama a lot
any kind of drama

family,friends,love,work even fighting drama
n even old generation,wear gu zhuang
all i also like
as long as the story is nice

i'll really laugh,cry and crazy for those drama
even ask me repeat to watch i also dun mind
cos i'll still laugh or crazy again for them

now a day no drama to watch felt very bad
so i change to read novel
which my cousin borrow from library
dun know y my speed reading very fast compare to last time

now i only need 2 or max 3 hrs finish one novel
last time when i first time read
i use almost 10 hrs to finish one
last year,i still quite slow
need at least around 4hrs

i also dun understand y

when i watch drama,read novel
i'll think of myself
which i'll feel some of
my life style,mindset,some character,background
similar to some of drama or novel
but jus i nvr show up in my reality life ba
cos i think jus similar to some drama or novel

i nvr open my heart to outside ppl
i'm hiding myself very well
hardly to trust ppl
even i hide myself very well in front my family
nvr let anyone know wat i'm thinking

i look very strong
i dun know
mayb or may not
but true is i must strong
cos i living alone outside
i wan succeed
i can't lose

anyway even i'm hiding myself
but family & friendships still my important support
cos without them
i can't be strong
i always put them in my heart
even they doesn't know me very well(i think la)

i know i'm sincere to their friendship
but i'm not the type that will tell ppl all my things
cos i scare ba

now my target jus only money
i wan to earn many many money
i wan buy car even i'll not always use it
but for my family
another one is i felt i must fulfil my dream go UK

i wish i can see & experience different life in the world
so i must stay strong
'kam ba tei'
'aza aza fighting'
'jia you'

LOL

K.Box

ytd early morning received kat's msg
ask me 4.30 go amrt find her
but so early i still sleeping
then jus reply her "for?"
haha

but she didn't reply me also
think she busy
cos is sunday ma
hehe

when i still sleeping
i dream abt her sia
abt the reason she ask me go find her
the reason is she is the only manager on shift
haha
funny

until i woke up around 11+
then msg her again

cos i thought she punch out at 4.30
so i only left my house at aroung 3.40
the end i late
n she already punch out at 3.30

we went to cwp walk around b4 meet the others
we test cushion inside court
lol

we went see video cam also
thing that i wish to get
cheapest one around $400
if cheaper a bit more mayb can consider le
haha

yi ting have dinner wif wang mama b4 meet us
so we also went food court eat dinner
wif ash & samuel

after finish eat
we went in mrt meet xiong to go cck

start our k around 7.30
kat,ting & me were very high
like crazy
haha

ash & xiong got sing la
but no so high
some more 2 of them keep chatting
then sam is like sick
like very down

for me keep choose all those song in drama
in Heart Of Greed
like crazy
until they almost can't stand me
haha

kat & ting very very high when sing those english song
ting said she emo
can't get high for chinese song

xiong ask me is it she get a 'ang mo' boy friend
haha
i said mayb is that one last time met at pioneer food court
lol

we left around 12.15
cos wan to catch last train
after we came down from k.box
is like can't find the exit way

i like heard kat & ting talk something
is like we jus like in those ghost story movie
at mid night can't find way out

then i told ash
talk abt this
did they know wat date today or not
i mean in chinese calender
cos is mid night after 12 liao
so is chinese 7 month 15th
lol

but i not scare la
cos i nvr do anything harm ppl

took the train but is only until jurong east
so took cab home from jurong east
cos me $8.30 lor
lucky nvr take cab from cck
if not at least $15 ba

ytd really enjoyed so much
the only bad thing is
we nvr took any photo