Wednesday, August 15, 2007

good or bad dream?hypocrite?

dun know y this few night always have night mare
actually forgot what abt for last few night mare liao

but for last night one
i jus remember there was 2 ppl died together
both are guy
which i like don't know them
cos i can't see the face also
all the ppl face was not clear also

both of them is like on top a building
forgot how they died already

only remember i was there
mayb i jus a outsider watching the whole incident happen
i don't know

after that i still cycling there

dun know how to explain y i have this kind of bad dream

but if wan to explain through reality matter
mayb i can said i'm waiting for somebody to have trouble
or waiting for them to get incident or accident

which i'll be the outside
watching the whole show that will happen

if like that then should not a bad news for me
cos if is my enemy or person i dun like
having trouble soon
then i jus watch movie lor
haha


i know i shouldn't think like this
but humans are selfish
cos i not so noble yet

actually really is good that if i can love our enemy
or love those ppl bully me
love those ppl backstep me
love those ppl do all back things to me

cos only because of them then i growth up
then i know how to see ppl
i have more courage
learn things that which i can't learn from school

which now i can face difference ppl wif difference character
can said i'm quite hypocrite
especially in a complicated working environment
cos i feel i need to protect myself

difference character's friends
with my difference character
but is not wan to cheat my friends
jus wan everyone enjoy & happy

jus like
i can't become so quite like a good girl
when wif some naughty friends
mayb can said dun wan to be the only special in a group
LOL

i'm learning to forgive & love my enemy
cos there is dont have enemy forever
or friends forever
mayb one day i'll need help from my enemy
or mayb one day my friends will betray me

but i still cherish ourfriendship if u r my friends

世界上没有永远的敌人
或永远的朋友
但我仍然珍惜我们的友谊

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